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Name: stan
Age: 21
Education: struggling thru uni
Location: sG
Interests: magic & music
Dislikes: anything awful
Likes: everyting else
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Tuesday, December 28, 2004


yay!
they both msged me... tho late... but beta late dan nv... RIGHT?
haha... reali made my day... & tzx replied!
my god... ; )



LurVebEiNgwiFu
1:57 am

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Sunday, December 26, 2004


2day's bowlin' was bad... reali bad.
i got a grand average of only 127.5!
wtf... & haiz~ itz my birthday 2day...
my bloop 4got... my best fren 4got... till now... i haven got a single greeting from 'em
haiz~



LurVebEiNgwiFu
11:37 pm

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Saturday, December 25, 2004


yest. went bowlin' @ east coast there... highest score was 144.
not bad 4 my new ball... but i'm still not even close 2 satisfied.
shall work harder... tmr's my birthday... will be playin' some more...
very very tired... morning went meet 2 guoshu frenz at 2... got back @ 7...
but was fun larhz... gave a few small demonstrations...



LurVebEiNgwiFu
11:36 pm

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Sunday, December 19, 2004


juz watched phantom of the opera.
it was terrible. everyting i watched back in 1998 came flooding back 2 me.
the movie was a power packed production... indeed... & + recollection of the play suddenly gave me a lot more understanding & feel 2 the plot...
& andrew lloyd webber is reali a genius... the music is so melancholic... yet the lyrics so meaningful.
a real 'thumbs up' film. period.

damn i sound like n ad.

*hums*
Wishing you were somehow here again.
wishing you were somehow near.
Sometimes it seemed if I just dreamed,
somehow you would be here.



LurVebEiNgwiFu
2:26 am

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Saturday, December 18, 2004


got a new cig-holder... got it 4 a real cheap price...
haha
oh ya... 2day was reali a happy day... somehow no unhappy stuffs...
solomon agreed 2 photocopy lolita system... & i mite be learning sth new...
dave n julez they all patched...
wad a day i muz say!

P.S btw if u dunno dave or julez or 'they all'... they're juz a bunch of very very gd frenz who've finally made up after a misunderstanding... not gayz!



LurVebEiNgwiFu
3:57 am

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Sunday, December 12, 2004


i got my new bowling ball diz afternoon... from my dearest coach james...
took great care 2 tell him exactly wad i wanted & how i wanted it... & he too meticulously measured & gingerly drilled my absolutely can-make-ur-own-balls-freakin'-shrink bowling ball.
my 1st few games average only 110++... not bad 4 a new ball i testing 4 strike line... it feels reali smooth on delivery & itz rev is fantastic... even w/o revving it on my own it rolls much more & speeds faster dan my old tornado...
it has a very late hook & it dusn't hook dat much... easily controllable & is reali wad i used 2 dream of... can feel the confidence building up juz handling it...
oh yah... yesterday i learnt a new trick... reali powerful colored transposition... haven got a name 4 it yet... any1 wans 2 witness it? & maybe suggest a name? haha...
fri was a reali nice day... built my confidence madly when i showed my old jc frenz the classic haunted deck & flying card illusion...



LurVebEiNgwiFu
10:05 pm

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Saturday, December 04, 2004


oh my god... i found my v2 sweet from ebonite~!
plannin' 2 change 2 a high revving ball... lolz... showy style of bowling...
thot thru 4 1 week b4 deciding finally on diz ball... & guess wad?
i ordered thru james! my ex-coach... fantastic guy i muz say...
hope he charges me cheaper... heez~ very xiong lehz the price... high mid range ball...
a bit confused lahz... abt wad he says of drilling patterns & all dat... but hope he can do it all the way i wan den... next week!
diz coming wk is amf bowling cup...
& oh yes... i tried my linking ringz again... they work reali well now... i guess the short break did me gd... ;)



LurVebEiNgwiFu
10:11 pm

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