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Name: stan
Age: 21
Education: struggling thru uni
Location: sG
Interests: magic & music
Dislikes: anything awful
Likes: everyting else
Status: sIngLe... beEn sO 4 rEaLi lOnG



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Sunday, April 24, 2005


read diz from my fren'z bulletin in frenster... tink itz reali true...

Love the girl in your heart, not in your mind. If you
base your relationship on feelings, it will fail for
there are ups and downs in feelings. Girls are there
to be loved, not to be toyed around.

Love her for who she is. Don't even think about
changing any bit about her. 6 billion people in this
world & 6 billion different personalities. She's
special & she will stay that way. If you change any
part of her, you'll change her forever. Don't
substitute her for anyone else, they are just unique
in their own ways.

Love whole-heartedly. She sacrificed a lot for you
so you'd better treasure her. She could have just
go up and date someone much more dashing in
town but she chose you instead all because of
love. So love her, not play with her.

Don't ever get the girl to beg you to stay. If you're
with her, love her. Don't cause a strain in the
relationship, you'll end up loving each other out of
pity or charity, that's not respecting love at all.
Respect love the way it is and everything will be
the best it can be.

Don't expect perfection from her. She's the only
one in the world and she's done the best she could.

Like another girl while you're in a relationship?
Then it's time you remain single for a while. Don't
go around breaking girls' hearts, it's the most tragic
thing to do.

Tell the truth, never hide anything from her. If you
want her to tell you everything, do the same. Don't
go calling other girls "honey" or "darling", how
would it feel if your girl calls other guys the same
way? Be faithful, enough is enough.

Socialise only when you're single. You socialise
and flirt around for the sake of getting the girl of
your dreams. Get it over when she's already yours,
don't ask for more.

It never kills to be romantic. Think, be flexible.
Getting that diamond ring isn't the only gift for her.
Be realistic, she's human and she lives life just like
you. Something sweet and simple always gets the
job done. Money doesn't exist between couples,
it's love.

Never promise her that you'll love her forever
because your forever might end the next day. Love
her as if each day is the last.

Sweet talks only apply for singles, not for attached
guys. Do that and you'll really break your girl's
heart. It isn't good being too well-known too, it'll
give her a sense of insecurity. Remember,
INSECURITY.

Promise her and make sure you'll never break it.
Swear to her and make sure you keep it. Pledge
your love to her and HER alone.

Loving her is giving her your heart to break it but
trusting her not to. Instead, she'll cherish it and
protect it. That's love. Give her your heart, your
life,
your everything.

Lay down your life and prepare to die for her when
the need arises. But stay strong and live through
another day, she can never live without you.

Never, ever walk out of her life. She won't just cry
her heart out and carry on living as per normal,
she'd die. Its her heart that you've broken, how
would you ever know how she feels?

Winning a girl's heart isn't the final victory. Don't
leave her once you've won her heart. Love her all
the way till the end of time, love her till marriage,
love her till old age, love her till death. If you can
love her till the end of time, you've earned the
honour and respect for you've truly loved her.

She chose you because she believes that you can
fulfil your promises. Win her heart and love her
over. Remember, the girl isn't a trophy for display,
she's someone to love, not to show off to
your "friends". Stay humble yet proud that she's
the one for you. Respect her for the way she is,
never despise her and never mistreat her, never
even think of toying with her.


therez diz song which has reali reali meaningful lyrics.
i'd reali much like 2 dedicate diz 2 u... my lucky star... even tho u probably wun read it...

A loss that would have thrown
A hole through anybody's soul
And you were only human after all
So don't hold back the tears my dear
Release them so your eyes can clear
I know that you will rise again
But you gotta let them fall
I wish that I could snap my fingers
Erase the past but no
You cannot rewind reality
Once the tape's unrolled

If your spirit's broken and you can't bear the pain
I will help you put the pieces back
A little more each day
And if your heart is locked and you can't find the key
Lay your head upon my shoulder
I'll set you free
I'll be your security

A moment of despair
That forces you to say that life's unfair
It makes you scared of what tomorrow may bring
But don't go giving into fear
Stop hiding all alone in there
The show keeps going on and on
But you'll miss the whole damn thing
I wish I had a crystal ball to see what the future holds
But we don't know how the story ends till it's all been told

On any clock upon the wall
The time is always now
So baby kiss the past goodbye
Don't let the future blow your mind
Just sit back and chill
Take things as they come
You can't be afraid
To live for today
I will be with you each step of the way


oh... i love u so... if only u knew... haiz~



LurVebEiNgwiFu
12:28 pm

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Sunday, April 17, 2005


i'm talking 2 my so so so ADORABLE lucky star now~!
shez juz so... SWEET...! ***



LurVebEiNgwiFu
11:25 pm

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fell ill last week.
haiz~
i'm sick & tired of tinking of her.. i reali m.
but i can't stop.

& camp is gifing me a lot of prob.
the farking commander deserves 2 be slapped up down left right.
i seem 2 haf lost the interest in doing anyting now..



LurVebEiNgwiFu
5:16 pm

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Sunday, April 03, 2005


haiz~ seemz like her stupid 'bf' is gifing her lotsa probs...
he's not treating her s well s he shd be!
noe wad? shez juz happy dat he's going 4 lunch wif her...! juz dat!
i mean... it a bf & gf tingy right?
& she hasn't seen him 4 weeks... omg.

i tink he sux.

my lucky star seemz 2 not bother much abt me. haiz~
she can't seem 2 remember wad she told me b4...
& she saw my msn nick & asked who's the girl i love?
OMG. beat dat.

my lucky star whom i love is asking me who i love.
i juz realised the most ironical ting on earth while bathing.
EVERYBODY noes i love my lucky star. but they dunno who she is.
my lucky star noes shez my lucky star. but she dusn't noe i love her.
WAD THE!
haiz~



LurVebEiNgwiFu
12:37 am

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omg.
i saw fann wong.
IN THE FLESH!

went 2 her sis' (fan wen qing) bday party.
hahaz.. & saw christopher lee too.
took some small pix wif them using hp only.
my fren din bring his cam. haiz~



LurVebEiNgwiFu
12:30 am

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