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Name: stan
Age: 21
Education: struggling thru uni
Location: sG
Interests: magic & music
Dislikes: anything awful
Likes: everyting else
Status: sIngLe... beEn sO 4 rEaLi lOnG



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Tuesday, May 24, 2005


juz got back from kl...
nth much 2 buy there... only got 2 shirts a few tricks & some decor stuff 4 my studio again...
shit... tmr muz wake @ 5... gotta be @ camp @ 6.
but it was reali 1 of the best hotel stays i ever had. fantastic airconditioning & room & bed & toilet &... wow~!

i mizz my lucky star. got her 1 of the decor stuffs also. hope she likes it.



LurVebEiNgwiFu
1:28 am

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Friday, May 20, 2005


i msged her on mon...
she replied the 1st 1 den subsequently no reply le...
until now... therez still no news...
Y???

haiz~ tmr going overseas le... she juz has 2 make me leave wif a heavy heart.
i reali reali dunno wad 2 do nor say...

*sad* *lost* *hopeless*



LurVebEiNgwiFu
11:00 pm

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Sunday, May 15, 2005


dat nite go cb... wah liewz... reali cb siahz.

it was kinda fun actuali... but too many 'impossible 2 take' ppl ard...
hahaz~ & the music was quite bad save 4 some songz arhz...



LurVebEiNgwiFu
11:26 am

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Wednesday, May 11, 2005


I'M TALKING 2 MY LUCKY STAR!!!
OMG!!!



LurVebEiNgwiFu
11:55 pm

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Tuesday, May 10, 2005


i've done so much... so much...
but i'll do more...

i've sacrificed so much... so much...
but i dun mind giving up even more...

juz 4 u.

i'll stand by u... rain or shine. sun or snow.

juz wish i cud talk 2 u now... or better... c u...



LurVebEiNgwiFu
8:01 pm

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Monday, May 09, 2005


凡眼看世界
流水落花烟雨里
醒时岸边月
笑我痴情只为你
昨夜为他愁
换来今朝杯中酒
且醉且放舟
看破世间万般情


情是水中天
心生镜花缘
回首阑珊处谁与我一生相恋


i still can't believe u did dat.
i've reali reali given up a lot a lot 4 u...

i dunno if i shd feel angry... disappointed... or hurt.

i dun even wish 4 u 2 reconsider... i dun even need u 2 retink... i'm not even asking u 2 accept me.
i juz hope u'll show more... concern i guess... i wun haf false hopes. i'm very very sure where i stand. i juz wanna 付出 4 u... w/o a single complaint.

tingz will change... time will move on. i'm juz reali reali scared... i'm scared dat if therez ever a day dat u turn back... i may not be there anymore.

will we both live wif regrets all our lives...?



LurVebEiNgwiFu
10:46 pm

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Saturday, May 07, 2005


damn sad.
reali damn sad.
itz juz so so soo unfair...



LurVebEiNgwiFu
1:35 am

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Sunday, May 01, 2005


i'm a reali reali happy man.

i went 2 meet my lucky star on fri nite...!

actuali supposed 2 meet her gif her stuffs haf dinner & den send her home...
but her stupid colleague refused 2 report 4 work!

hahaz~... in the end i went juz 4 dinner wif her... showed her the 'impossible opener'... & den i left. she told me not 2 wait 4 her.

so i'll gif her the stuffs another day...! hehez~ ; P

oh ya... yest i saw diz le coq sportif bag... tink it looks reali nice.
but dunno wad colour she likes... i reali haf the urge 2 buy it 4 her.



LurVebEiNgwiFu
11:50 am

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