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Name: stan
Age: 21
Education: struggling thru uni
Location: sG
Interests: magic & music
Dislikes: anything awful
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Sunday, June 26, 2005


i haven heard from her since.

juz now @ tuition... by some lucky chance the tutee showed me the book of chinese works from our sch... & i saw her name.

YES.

HER NAME...!

i immediately jumped snatched whooped & stuffed the book into my bag.

told the girl i was borrowing it. no matter @ wad costs.

itz a very very sad essay dat she wrote.



LurVebEiNgwiFu
7:43 pm

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Thursday, June 02, 2005


i msged her as promised on tue... 2 sms...
NO REPLY.

i msged her once more on wed nite.
NO REPLY.

i called her after half n hr of waiting.
NO RETURN CALL.

i've no idea wad actuali went wrong.
i believe i din say anyting wrong.
all i asked was when she'z free.
i'm not angry or anyting.
i'm juz... worried.
ya... & terribly sad.
itz pretty obvious she dusn't care abt my existence.



LurVebEiNgwiFu
10:31 pm

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