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Name: stan
Age: 21
Education: struggling thru uni
Location: sG
Interests: magic & music
Dislikes: anything awful
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Sunday, February 05, 2006


can't help but tink abt the 1st time i met her larh..~

@ toa payoh.. esp. the time i ran into the rain 2 pick up her belt 4 her..

now every step i take seems 2 hold a memory of her..

even when i circle the area where we used 2 play mahjong tgt.. when i gaze @ the bus stop opp. potong pasir mrt where she waited 4 me b4.. when i walk past the street directory in the stn where she was waiting wif mi 1st time we played mj tgt.. even on the road towards potong pasir mrt..

1 word..

HAIZ~

i emailed her... ask her how she is over there... but no reply yetz..~

hope shez well there.. & everyting settled down le...



LurVebEiNgwiFu
10:42 pm

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Saturday, February 04, 2006


she flew le. @ midnite.

i called her 10 -plus times yest. ... but she din pick up @ all... nor reply my 'take care' msg...

found out from a fren dat she had warned every1 not 2 go send her off...

but i do so mizz her... haiz~

din tink dat the time i went 2 buy phone wif her wud be the last time i see her b4 she flew...

din tink dat the call dat finally got thru on thur nite wud be the last time i hear her voice b4 she flew...

LAST TIME LAST TIME. haiz~ wad a stupid phrase...

cherish wad u haf while itz still wif u. reali.

nothing bringz more meaning 2 diz cliched but true common saying dan wadz juz happened...



LurVebEiNgwiFu
11:50 am

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